angel gets ready (possibly 18+)

Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Okay, she's making too much of a mess. I can't. I can't. I can't. Fuck. Edgy and me babe. Making, making a mess with my floor. Fuck. So girl, you cock block, cock blocker. You know she's actually a cock blocker. It's where I got it. She's, she's cock blocking me. Well, you've never been in a space before. Hi. Welcome. I need to record so many custom audios. If you're in here and I owe you an audio because I know that I'm looking at what are you and I owe you an audio. I will do it today. I will do it today. I have like, I just have to work on something and attend this like Zoom meeting, but other than that, like I am free today and I'm going to work on your audio. So I will do that. Or yeah, being cock block by my own pussy, that's exactly what's happening. She is like just, she's just making a mess. I don't know if you can hear her. I don't know if you can hear the mess she's making. I have like my Halloween costume and it's bag as she's just attacking the bag. Like babe, what are you doing? Funny. Are you that bored? I want to come now. I want to come now. I want to come. I want to come. I want to come. I can just kick her out real quick. I could. I could. Yeah, I think I'm going to just keep her out of my room for a second and then I'm going to jack off. I hope when I say that I'm going to jack off, no one thinks, oh, she actually has a dick. She's actually a man. No, I just think jack and off is just a lot more fun to say than what fingering myself. No, jack off is so much more fun. If I had a dick, oh my gosh, I'd be so proud of it. I'd be so proud of my dick because I'd be like, like I would like take really good care of it and I'd like make sure like, can you like, oh, I don't know. I thought about this before. Like how long it would be? I think my dick, sorry, this is not what you want to hear at all. My dick would be like, I want to be like five to six inches and maybe like an inch thick, maybe an inch and a half. I think that would be my ideal length and size and like what not. Okay, get out of my room, babe. I'm going to get out of the room. Okay, baby. I feel like I betrayed her. I feel like I betrayed her. Okay, but she's out. It's time to come. It is time to come. And you go right there. Okay. And she's going crazy outside. Babe, what are you doing? Oh my god. I don't care. I just want a. I just want to just want to go. Oh my god. Oh, baby. Oh my god. I love life. I love life. I love life. I love like You're so good, my patients. You're so good, I'm so good, I'm so good, I'm so good, I'm so good. I need you. Oh my god, I need you. Please leave me alone. I need you. Ah, oh my god! Man only that, doesn't it, you oh my god! I don't know who that guy feels, he feels how good, just feel good, just feel good. Just feel good. My love time has turned off, please don't turn off, please, don't turn off, please, don't turn off, please, don't turn off... Oh my god, please, come, to not turn off. Thank god. You know, you know, I'm like, oh, I'm such a fucking pervert. I'm such a fucking pervert. Holy fuck, I'm such a fucking pervert. No, please don't, don't please don't advertise my, I can't advertise my, let me go, let me go, let meано-my-got-okay, let me go. uh Who is my God? Who's your God? What do you call it? My God I need to be fun please I need, I need a certain someone to fuck me. If you know you know, if you don't know, don't worry about it. I need to be fucked. I need to be fucked. I haven't had sex in so long. I haven't had sex in so long. By so long, I mean like two or three weeks. Yeah. It's such a long time for me. I miss it. I need, oh my god. I have this just this fantasy right now. That's when like driving me fucking insane. From like how badly I want it. I just. Ah fuck especially when I was like. Like hi. And like losing my fucking shit during my high. I really, really wanted my big brother to take care of me. I really fucking wanted it. I really, really, really want. I really want like, because like I'm not, I'm not, I'm not ashamed of saying it. I have a fantasy. I'm into, I'm into process. I'm into it. So me, so me, I'm into a fictional big brother of mine or say big sister of mine fucking me. So what is fictional? Never real. I would never actually commit real and so it's only like, like, not a joke, but like a fantasy of mine. I, I want to have like, like a big brother who like when I'm like really, really sick and intoxicated or high or whatever. Like I'm just not in my state of mind. He like comes over and he's like, hey, you little sis, like, are you okay? Like, what can I get for you? And I'm like, oh, I just want you to like cuddle me because I'm like really scared and whatnot. He like, he comes over and he cuddles me and then he starts like, you know, kissing on me. And then he starts like touching me and I'm like, what are you doing? He's like, oh, I'm just trying to make you feel good. Like, this is how like grownups make each other feel good and like, oh, are you sure? And like, he's like, yeah. And then he's like, hey, do you want to like, do you want to like play pretend like pretend we're grownups? And he and I'm like, oh, what do you mean? He's like, he do want to do a grownups do and I was like, oh, sure. And then he had sex with his sex with me. And he's like telling me like that is normal. It's like really, really normal. Like, I don't know. Like, that's really hot to me. Fuck, I'm so embarrassing. I'm so fucking embarrassing. Oh my god, lude. I know. I know it's such a long time. It's a very long time without sex. And like, fuck, my dream. I just, oh my god, I really want a big brother to take care of me. And to like, to fuck me and tell me that it's normal. Like for siblings to do that. I don't know, it'd be nice. Like, I'm not, I don't have like a daddy kink or anything like that. Like, I would never, I would never like, actually fuck like a dad. Like, even like, I, I, I, I met a guy who was like 40 years old. I wanted to fuck me. And I was just like, I can't, you're like the same age as my dad. I can't do that. He was like, yeah, no fair. So if you're old enough to be my dad, I don't want to have sex with you. Because I just think of you as like a father. And then that's something to me feel weird. It's like, I never like like daddy stuff. But, I don't know, mommy stuff I like, I'm like getting more okay with. Okay. I need to get ready because I need to get my donut. Yes, yes, yes, exactly like a protective care, care, care, take care, kink. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure, for sure. But like in a non permit parental or like familiar way, I love that. I love being taken care of, but also being taken advantage of by the person giving me care. Just in a completely non parental way because that, I don't know. It's a little weird channel. That's a little weird to me. Um, try to give my other kinks. I'm sorry, I know, I know, I know. Dude, I know, I know, I know. Okay. I'm trying to think if I have any other fantasies. If you go again, use the dildo. Oh, I could, I could. But I, okay, I'm gonna be real. I hate using my dildo. I think I talked about like a little bit. I hate using it because it's just so unlike a real dick. Like it looks like a dick. It looks like a normal six inch dick, but it doesn't feel like it. It doesn't feel like a dick and it doesn't. I hate the feeling of me like sliding it inside and out of me. Because then I'm just focused on the sensation of me going in and out. And that's why sex is just so much better. Because then I don't have to be like, oh, in and out, in and out, in and out. I could just be fucked and like head empty. Like I could just be head empty and just be fucked and that's so great. That's so fucking great. I want to have sex. I want to have sex. Oh my god, I want to have sex. Make a circle with your thumb and forefinger and that would be the thickness. I would not be thick. That's like, ooh, I mean that's decently thick. It's two fingers thick. So that's like, it's not an inch. It's a little less than an inch. Yeah. I want a nice, I want a nice, average clock. That's, that's, that's me. If I was to become, if I woke up over like tomorrow, like tomorrow I wake up and I am fully a boy, fully a boy. I would take so many selfies and like thirst traps of myself and like, and like take dick pics, but like actual good aesthetic dick pics because I don't think a lot of you cis men know. Um, how to take a good proper dick pic because I have seen plenty of dick pics and they do not look good. That's why one of the reasons why I do not like dick pics is because the camera is just so weird and I'm just like dude, you can do better. If you ever need like proper like guidance on how to make a proper like dick pic, TikTok actually has showed me like a lot of good poses. There's like, Budwar, I think is what they're called, Budwar creators and they like do you like poses for women, poses for men and it's just like very, it's very tasteful. I love it. Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi. Um, I have been having fun. I have been having a lot of fun. Um, I'm trying to think what else. Before I get out.