The Commute with @_cheralisa

on the rest. Yeah, I mean, that makes sense. You need to stop sleeping with the light on. I can't. I'm scared. I'm a baby girl, you know. Is this is this is this what it would be like if you and I were on the phone because this feels like we're just you and I on the phone. I know, I know I'm just complaining. Of course, I'm so happy that it's not my space. I can talk only about myself. Like this feels me this fuels me like I can talk only about myself and how how great it is. I'm so happy for you that you can talk about yourself. As I cannot sleep at night. Like I can't sleep at night, but my I have headache in the morning because I sleep with my light on so I don't know what to do. She's a baby. You can buy a night light, you know, I have them and that's why I have headache. No, you don't have a night light. You literally have a light in your room that you turn on. No, it's not a light in my room. It's a night light. Like it's a separate light. That thing is so bright. That is like so that it doesn't it project things on the ceiling and so yes, but that's cool. No, yes, but that's not a night light. I hear it. It's last light. What if you say it's a bit grossed? Why don't you get one of those lights that you can change the colors or the colors? I have that one. I have that one. I have like the yellow one and it changes to blue one and then to some other one which I don't know because I always stick to yellow one. You need the pink one. I don't know. It's too bright. I think. Oh, actually, I don't which one I have. I have yellow. So let me turn it on because we have emergency alerts today in Greece. It's like rainy and as a whole Greece has stopped functioning. But anyway, I have yellow. I have kind of like blue such white yellow and blue. That's fucking weird. Oh, and that's it. No, as a color. I don't have pink. I like. I'm sorry. Okay, Elizabeth, I'm going to be a little bit down here and I know it's been a while since we've spoken GMGM everybody and I'm confined and egg scene all these beautiful speakers. How about like a tiny little LED candle and you could say some like sexy mother fucking affirmations before you go to bed. And one more thing I'm going to recommend for those of you who know, I am the queen of drinking wheat. Okay, some of you guys like to eat it. You like to smoke it. You like to vape it. Oh my god, once you have tried drinking that shit and you get a really good concentration and get some of that shit with CBN because CBN helps you sleep. Oh my god, you're going to sleep like a fucking baby. But what do you think about a couple little romantic LED candles beside the bed? I'm right. I'm right. See an open to everything because I have headache. I need to fix it. I don't know what I'm going to do at the hotel. It's going to be so bright that it's a hotel. I'm going to sleep there. It's horrible. I need a man who's going to hug me because I love hugging man, right? Right. That always helps the headache. But you don't accept those or hug them. We're holding. Yeah, she wants a man to hug her, but she doesn't want to be touched by a man. Guys, go figure this out. I don't know what this man is talking about. I just want to be touched by the right man, right, right, not by the rune man, but by the right man. Yeah, well, when you find this a right man, he needs to be studied because like I don't know that this man exists to be honest. You are single and have depressed. Like you are only posting about relationship. You definitely want to be in a relationship. So how can you be an advisor here if you are failing yourself? Wait, did you see the video I posted and said, wait, my story? The said, when will when will unconfined finally be in another relationship? I mean, when you texted me, what you texted me, I was like, wait, what's the fuck did he post? And then I went to check and then I was like, okay, that's so good. And then Kanye says, I guess we'll never know. That was so good. Yes, yes, yes. I'm sure that he's going to be in a relationship, guys, but like in 10 years when his kids are going to grow up and they're going to not care about him anymore because they're going to be healthy, right? And that's when he's going to be depressed and go to Las Vegas with JJ and find the woman there. I'm never going to be younger than him. I'm never going to be in a relationship. That's the right choice. That's right thing to do. Why do you have somebody in the space that's so weird? Symbols run with you. I thought you forgot about us and our spaces. No, you have it in the morning and I can't. Are you with us? Are you with us? No, we can hear you. Symbols the only reason why I record the space now. He asked if I could record the space so we can listen to it later. Are you guys, can you guys hear me? No, we can hear you. It's just everyone decided to interrupt you because it's normal. So, you know, we should like get the use to it. Let me go back to it. Yes. Everyone understands the situation. We all love that. But that's the right. That's what. But guess what? Yesterday was a big day for the first time in I don't know a year and a half. The gym girl looked at me smile. Smile and said. Smile. Smile. And said a couple of words. Like I actually heard her voice for the first time. So I asked if the bench was being used and she said yes it is. She said I'm using it. She said I'm almost done. Now that she's done that right. She smiled. She smiled before she said it or when she was saying this. Both before and during while she was talking. So she smiled. She spoke. So my question is should I like ask her to marry me? I remember the time when you were in love with the church girl and we had the space and I was asking you what if she's ready to get married? Would you get married? And you were so serious in replying and guess what you replied? What did I say? I don't know. Do you say for her I maybe consider my choices? Well I mean like at this point like that's all we need to know about you. Like you're principles they don't last like it's not like they're sat in stone. When you find the right person no those those change okay like think about it. No principles too that's what I'm talking about. I do but when you need to go. What about your friend your best friend right? She's literally spreading so what? 50 50 why? Because she's in love. That's true. Listen love finds a way okay even when you least expect it you're just going for a conference. Wait Shay I sorry you could just say I don't want to talk about it or no but are you still with Glenn or not? I mean I haven't seen you in a long time. No no I'm not okay. It's okay yeah that's all just I know I went to a conference and anyways I didn't find I wouldn't say that I found love but I'm just saying like once you are at points in your life where you least expect that you're going to go on a lovely dinner date and you have a wonderful time you never know where things are going to be because we I did not think I was going to go on a date it I don't go to D it's like at least say that because I'm happy we're here man. Can I get on? I'm also not expecting the man but I'm not getting along. You're going to a conference though you might get a man. Oh no I don't want to have a panic at that nice. Yeah that's true that's true I'm going to have an anxiety attack a panic attack I'm going to throw up but definitely not going to find the man so but maybe if it's a tag week maybe maybe I'm going to find a rich startup or owner who's like very ugly but if he's ugly then he's going to be rich so that's perfect and I'm going to catch him when he's ugly and I'll reach so he can get reached like with the next six months and then you know make them a stylish man don't get a startup man you need a stylish man I don't even know or to say I'm completely lost James me too yeah I am with you though so there you go so anyway what I'm going to do is a gym girl I was going to come to her again and ask her if an awesome bench is vacant and you know like just follow her I'm literally on my way there right now all know like 47 minutes I'm going to give you some alpha let me help you with with creating a conversation that could lead to a date that'll well she won't even know it's a fucking date right so I think I look to her about different like forms of protein right vegan versus way or whatever if you're into all that shit which I'm guessing you are have you seen I'm confined he looks like he's he's dying he's one lack he's smaller than my lack and I'm like small size yeah I mean like I'm pretty sure the girl's not going to start pulling ad hominins with him at the gym I'm pretty sure but you'll get into that conversation and let it and then like pretty soon like and then you have to start talking about like smoothies and protein drinks okay so this is not that complicated which leads to a damn you know what like I really need some like places recommended for smoothies or acai bowls or whatever the fuck you want if you're into that bullshit it's not bullshit right and then before you know it you and her are having a smoothie date or you're having a fricking acai bowl date but you have to talk you have to talk to her about the protein conversation you know if she's not about the question if she waxes he's if she waxes her hands to and then give her a recommendation since they can both go and wax their hands to guys she smiled at me what else do I need like that's a bottle that's a bottle so she loves me she's madly in love like that's it that's all I need to know yeah I don't have a man because we're all about I don't have a man to have a crush on like in this place where I am at like there is nobody even to have a crush on because you hate man who does hate man who does hate man everyone who's normal hate man that's normal feelings that's not normal not to hate man have you seen them oh my god it's horrible I love how it's about your love it's Elizabeth what's your five-year plan do you plan to be married in five years I'm gonna be 32 in five years that's horrible oh my god I cannot believe it say I would be so depressed I would have probably a 30-year depression starts in like a 30-year quarter crisis quarter because I have it yeah that's horrible in five years I want to be married and have like three and a half kids you don't want any kids you don't want any kids what's the half yeah it's a dog it's like pregnant it's like pregnant with the fourth one Elizabeth will never mess her body up or even potentially put herself in a position yeah that's true I'll never give first that's true but I can adopt like a kid with a man that would be lovely but like not at 32 probably at like 37 somewhere on this well it's great like I don't have to worry about myself I'm probably gonna be super hot at 37 because I get hotter the older I become and I won't have to give birth but I will be smart enough to have a baby so I'll adopt everyone is gonna be in love with me because I adopted and then I'm gonna well the problem is if man wants his own kids that's a problem but like then what are you gonna do yeah that's complicated he shouldn't be older if he's older well but I don't want him to have kids you'll give him kids if he wants it because you're a golden retriever I'm not a golden retriever but I have principles like I'll never mess up my body like that is a huge thing for me I won't over stop it's actually after all the procedures are done exactly and it's not even over yet can you imagine I'm gonna done all the stuff and then in five years I'll have to go and do it all over again I don't believe it well I missed I missed some of the lore what's the what procedures are you doing now a little bit so how to explain it properly as a non-confident you can explain it better I mean she's currently doing like a laser treatment on her legs to like tighten everything up on her legs in her stomach and then she's gonna get her boobs done she's gonna get fake boobs then she's gonna get her nose get her nose job and she's gonna have a different looking nose she's currently working on her butt because she wants it to be a plump tiny little butt so in I don't know probably a year's time she's not gonna look like the Elizabeth that you also I'm overly medicated how can I have kids if I'm medicated and I'm on manjaro yeah yeah she's on that gel p1 she's numb like she has no emotions uh and uh then she's gonna also have all this stuff done to her body oh I uh I was begging I'm gonna be honest I said so cards in a month last one let's go oh my god that's why you know what I'm not no no no no no no I'm not I'm not on it yet so but I will be in a month uh it will be in the month and what are you gonna take no I don't know yet whatever the doctor charges it's okay okay in dress I'm interested in I'm waiting for that moment that moment will be will be a very cool moment for us but it's nice that you're saying that I'm normal now you know that's a little that's good yeah I mean I haven't heard you having fights with anybody so I was like oh she seems to be normal that's crazy I'm normal yeah how's the environment changes people you know and that's insane that's insane so the thing is I'm also super anxious right now let's talk about this too I'm anxious to the point that I cannot breathe that's how anxious I am but at the same time I'm not like anxious anxious because I'm overly medicated so I'm like I don't feel anxiety I think anxiety