Sanity’s Space by Non-Expert Witness

You know, you could go in there like four o'clock in the morning and Ken would be lurking around with his pale light spread It was just always something going on and apparently Twitter didn't like it or their AI auto-correcting behavior thing decided that this was a bad idea Maybe it was because of all the doxing Maybe it was all the freaking reports Or maybe it was just an accident. Nobody's gonna explain it to us from Twitter. You know why It's a problem But I know that I wasn't the worst person in there by far You know, I tried to avoid breaking any rules all that and yet somehow I got the worst of it when It crashed Nobody else disappeared for almost two months You know, and I just have a feeling just just a feeling in my gut That right now there's a law but as we get closer to December This is gonna repick up, you know the same stuff and You know We can do this without all that I know this because my first little dirty secret is That I have sinned and I have befriended some of you specifically one And disclaimer I talked to this person about this before I even Did any of this and they were okay with me naming them But as I got closer and closer to doing this I Wasn't comfortable would even doing it now. I know some of you know who I'm talking about It's not exactly a state secret But I and I I'm not naming them because I'm afraid of for them for retaliation And I've underestimated before how people get pissed At things like this and I thought that's ridiculous nobody would ever get pissed off is such a thing And they did you know, so I'm not gonna name the person But I just want to explain how it came about But look let me first say that there's nothing devious about it. There's no Secret information exchange or anything like that How do we get along? It's real simple We talk about anything or everything but Karen fucking read We have a rule no Karen read in the private DMs You know, we didn't always follow it at first both of us tried to cheat a little bit And we would get mad at each other You know all that but we had a lot of common interests And you know and It's Twitter's fault really that we got together Because we had it the shadow banning forced us to try to figure it out Because we all thought it was each other You know and But on top of but here's my other little secret was At one point I had a stalker Now if somebody starts stalking On here and you're doing this Which your first assumption going to be It's somebody over there and a auntie and afk are Massing with me Because I'm getting pictures of my house I'm getting pictures of my neighborhood And I'm getting all this weird cryptic nonsense And the thing is They're coming in my DM box too and that was the part that Messed with me a little bit because I never remembered following this person And yet There I was now I could have done it and forgot about it. It's a possibility But I did it was some other things that it never felt right and It was also a step too far For the person I'm talking about I'm gonna call them anti-x for now I don't want to keep saying some person that person But anyway, that was a step too far for anti-x and They helped me kind of route out who it was And lo and behold it wasn't anybody on Twitter Well, nobody associated with this What they did Was they common deared the topic So they could mess with me and kind of blend in It was somebody in my personal one And I was able to capture them with the help of this anti-x, you know Um, I had a sneak in suspicion somebody told me something So I went and parked out front of his workplace Where I could see him he didn't know where I was and I knew the person was Responded into me really quick on Twitter, so I knew they were getting notifications So I started tweeting at him One tweet he picks up his phone looks at Two Same thing Third Times the charm And then my fourth one was a DM to him and it said got you asshole and But that wasn't the incident that really made me reevaluate how I try and and this is not a preamble to any kind of Whip or me switching sides by the way just in case anybody's wondering But the the other part of this was when I was telling this person some of this One day I was have I was using voice detection talking on DM to them So I was working in my house and I needed to get a wire out of the wall It was them it went to a motion detector that was there before right it where the wall meets the ceiling up in the corner So there's a hole in the sheet rock that somebody was nice enough to do and Couldn't reach it so I set up a left And I'm talking to them doing this doing that And I'm like, you know what? This ladder doesn't look perfectly safe. You know what? I think I'll do I'll weigh down the other side of the ladder with a bucket of water So I put the bucket of water on the stair on the uh delay I put my foot in there I reached through I grabbed the wire And I shocked the bj's inside of myself So Okay, there's a part about the buck in the water isn't freaking jilt but I got the 11 shit shocked out of and I don't know how it happens but the electricity went through my my body And it typed out like pages of gibberish on the DMs and I was out for a good like I don't know maybe a couple minutes I got very lucky and hit these I landed on a sofa Perfectly because the fall would have been really bad and Actually, I forgot that I was actually having a conversation for like an hour and When I finally did get back I want to see that anti-ex had raised a little stir because They were worried about And I mean, you know, it's you it's like They had a feeling something happened. I don't you know me. I would have just felt like oh Nothing I it wouldn't you know, they had a feeling and they were actually kind of right I was okay But the fact that this person who I gave Absolutely no reason to give two sits about my well-being up to that point Care enough to even bother Just made me reevaluate everything You know and If it doesn't if you if you go through life and things like that Don't affect you in any kind of way that you you're numb you're missing something You know so anyway But the reason that I got into all this was because I've always been fascinated by all of this because It's so crazy like why do we do this? You know, and I'm just so interested in it because you know, I I do it too, you know and and I Always thought that there had to be more that divided the two camps in this simple little freaking case from Wherever I mean when I first got this on my YouTube algorithm I didn't even think it was real You know, I thought it was a trial recreation And I actually my first response was oh this thing Real the person's like I don't shit. That's the recase and can And I responded oh nothing like that would happen where the NFL Hall of Fame is It's you know and You know But I started to study it and You know, I went on Facebook. I went on Reddit and I went on Twitter. I didn't really think that there would be that much, you know and then I I thought I'd be here for 10 or 15 minutes tops And then I've been here permanently, but I'm gonna let somebody else talk for a second. I'm not finished, but You know, I don't want Too much on everybody's played it once You got anything new Um I'm intrigued I I want to get some clarification Um this person in your personal life that was stalking you they were not an anti right No, okay Uh, no, in fact they probably they probably was I don't imagine that they were even interested in this They just Here to comment dear They didn't post that much Okay, um, they just commenteared the topic Well, I'll put it to you this way if if you are in a workplace Or you have family members And you're on a group plan a group phone plan Be careful especially you just happen to share an apple ID Because The wrong person can get into all your shit Totally yeah, I wouldn't ever share an apple ID with someone yeah, I didn't know I was it was you know Um, but well actually so this was a person that was with you know It's I don't want to go off too much on it, but It did not relate to it. They just commenteared the topic just a mess with me I still haven't gotten the reason why they did it from them Um, you know, it's But it I don't really care. I think he just You know and enjoyed yank in my chat, you know Okay Um, and this shocking incident where you got shocked when was that Good question um I think I want to think that the conversation That we were having When I got shocked was actually about the stalker That's ironic um God you would have thought that I would have gotten a lot of this together, but um About six seven months ago Okay, so you've been having private conversations with this anti ex as you dubbed them um and you were You were impressed by the fact that they were worried about you when you hadn't been online for a while Is that right? No, I mean or touch maybe not impressed. That's not a good word, but Well, I mean no, when I got little shadow band And what every view of what everybody did to get around the shadow band. I don't want to spell all this out loud But You know everybody made a look alike A doppelganger, you know Yeah, so I Was never completely gone You know Yeah, so you know how that is. I mean with your account is your identity You know, I mean you should you know more than anybody right now. I mean, you know You're trying to go up your thing. Oh, yeah, I'd be upset if I lost it for sure. Yeah Yeah, I mean Especially when you can't get any kind of help from