Take two? by Varis Hemlock 🕸️🪙 FIRST STAGE PRODUCTION EN

thing. That was a big moment and a dangerous amount of you feel to, it felt like a dangerous amount of you felt like you agreed with that. So, agreed with the sentiment. I know this kind of feels like it does kind of feel like a radio, a radio show. That is not something I've done before actually. That's one thing you can say that I have never done before. I've never done a radio show before. Well, maybe I should try being a radio host. We can have the FSP radio pop up. Wouldn't that be fun? Yeah. Look in the live letters coming in. This really is. Yeah, no, no, no, this really is a radio host thing. Podcast. I have done a podcast before actually. I was a podcast guy. That was awful. That was an awful, horrible time. Let's not talk about that podcast time. Let's see. Yeah, I know EU is a little tough to make this time. It's very early over there, I think. It's very early. Are there any EU people here? Did we just wake up? Boston, of course, have a podcast guy. No. I think everyone did at least one podcast episode at some point. It's long gone. Don't even try to look for it. Yeah, don't even try to look for it. It's long gone. There's no trace of that on the internet ever. But I can't say what it was about. It was about the, what is it? What even was it? It's been so long. Oh my God. It's been so long. What was the podcast about? Hold on. Oh, now I need to think. Now you have to think about, oh no. We did like three takes. I know one of them was about the university or the college, whatever, and talking about the different areas in it. Yeah, you know what? Maybe it is best to forget. It was not an alpha male podcast. Yeah, no, no, it was not. No, it was not. You cleared your memory cache. Yeah, honestly, maybe it helps. Maybe it helps to be clearing it. It was specifically for the school, specifically for the school itself. irrelevant, but I fell asleep during your violin streams. I think it's very funny. So actually funny story. Before I started streaming with FSP, I was like mapping out what kind of content I wanted to do and how often. And sleep-ade streams were actually one of the ideas I had to begin with. But I'm kind of surprised that every stream so far has been a sleep-ade stream. Yeah, from what I've been hearing, every stream so far has been a sleep-ade stream, which is very funny considering one of them was a horror game. One of them was a horror game. And one of them was valorant. So I'm very surprised that those started coming out of sleep-ades. I don't think there was a single stream I've had where like more or less than five to ten people have said that they fell asleep dead. So that is weird to think about. One of those things you don't realize, high voices tellers will tell you. Yeah, I mean, I did say this before. I've never particularly gotten a compliment about my voice until I started streaming. And that's not me saying that I don't think my voice was good before I started streaming. It's more like it's very rare. I feel like to walk up to someone and randomly compliment their voice. Even if you know them, like even if you're their friend, I feel like that's a very rare occurrence. So, um, yeah, I'm a, I think that's probably why. But yeah, that's crazy. Yeah. I mean, I do know that a lot of people here are also terminally not good sleepers or insomniacs. So did your friends ever compliment you on anything? Maybe that is a, maybe that's a male experience situation. Maybe that's a, maybe that's a male experience situation real quick. Not really. No. I feel like it's like the, um, this guy's the goat kind of thing that we were doing in Valorant earlier, but I'll say that not really. I think that's pretty rare. Not in a bad way, by the way. I don't want anyone to be like, I feel bad about that. No, I think it's just a very different kind of guessing up, right? I never feel bad about being with my friends. I don't want it to come up as that way. It just, I'm bringing it up because it feels very strange that there's a lot of voice compliments now when it hasn't happened before. Oh my god, this is turning into an alpha male podcast. Oh no. I'm talking about the male experience. This is awful. Can we stop? Yeah, should we, should we stop? Should we change topics? I think we need to change topics. Yeah. Um, yeah, let's, let's not, let's not talk about this. Let's, uh, let's not talk about the male experience. That's awful. It's your natural alpha male aura. That's crazy. Dude, I, uh, someone was asking me, like, oh, I saw it yesterday while we were talking about how we were not really doing the, um, what does it say? Or I didn't know that much about the O'Makerverse stuff. They were like, you read BL, but you didn't know about the O'Makerverse. I knew about it in passing. I just didn't know about it a lot. Didn't any possible, actually. Also, I did see I got too stupid. So let me read that real quick. Buddy, my mind. Thank you for the puppy. Sticker. And Eddie, Erica, Eric, um, uh, kindly, but congrats on monetization, love your voice. Thank you. Oh, this does. Yeah. No, every, the, the more we do, the more the radio host comparisons are actually like flourishing at this point. Yeah. Yeah. The more we, the more we do, the more the comparisons flourish, I'm reading live donations just sitting there. Just say Erica. Yeah. I'm not I'm not gonna, I don't know if I want to say this I can have that on a recorded Twitter space, but yeah, I'm just glad that it does help though back on topic. Uh, I does, I, I am glad that talking can help people fall asleep because I know it is very difficult for people with insomnia, especially to get in the headspace to fall asleep. Mm-hmm. I think that is the worst part, right? Like, if I'm in the headspace to sleep, then I will fall asleep right away. But until then, like, getting into the headspace of falling asleep is just miserable sometimes. Like genuinely, it is a, mm, what if I, what if I instead of falling asleep while I'm tired, I just start reading instead, or I just sit there and not fall asleep. Yeah. That's often the weirdest part. There's a headspace for sleeping. It's very difficult to describe, I think, to people that don't have insomnia or chronic insomnia because I think a lot of people do get bouts of insomnia sometimes where they're like, mm, it's very hard to fall asleep today, but sometimes it is like a, I'm exhausted, I'm lying down, but I'm not even thinking it's not like I know some people can't sleep because there's thoughts racing through their head, but it's not even that. It's just brain decides you don't get to sleep, right? That's what chronic insomnia is kind of like where your brain is just not in the mood to sleep, even if you're exhausted, and then you end up staying up like an extra hour just sitting there. So that I understand. And I know the reason why I wanted to do sleep bates dreams actually is because I know a couple of people that I know actually use these kinds of videos to fall asleep a bit easier. And even though I haven't been actually told like any particular compliments about my voice, I have been told before that it is, my voice is the type that is very easy to fall asleep too. Is that bad? Is that a bad thing? Am I boring? I'm kidding. I know we've made that joke a couple of times. I know that is a separate thing, but yeah, I'm not necessarily making them for my friends specifically, but it is nice that I can just sit here and talk for a bit, maybe have some music on for those dreams, and just help people sleep. Speaking of sleeping, it's very funny. We... Is it bad that I've been purposefully waking up a little bit more even before morning streams so that you don't get my full morning voice yet? Yeah, is it bad that I've been purposefully waking up more so you don't get to hear it yet? Oh yeah, I saw the Oscar account. I thought the Oscar account was adorable. I don't know who it is. I don't know who's running the Oscar account, but I thought it was adorable. I hope they keep doing it. Why deprive us of that? Okay. Real answer. Real genuine answer. I just didn't really want to spoil everything right away. Part of it is that I don't feel comfortable streaming the moment I wake up yet, just because I feel like I need to try to make sure that I'm in the right headspace for now. I haven't been streaming again for a while, so like streaming this much has been fun, but I want to get used to it again before I actually go live the moment I wake up. But sometime in the future, when I do want to do it, I'm probably going to set up the stream like before I sleep and then just sleep put my computer on sleep and then wake up and then go live right away. That's the main reason. The other reason is also just I just want to spoil everything right away. I want to keep some things exciting. It's not like I want to give away my boring voice right away. I have to keep some stuff as a surprise. I did think it was really funny though when people were like, oh, he's, he's